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once in a blue moon
but icy too
deep pools
reflecting endless oceans
of mine mirrored brine
crashing with crimson intent

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Nov. 21st, 2006 @ 01:27 am AHH!
I am lost somewhere between Japanese language classes and Tokyo competition. I have not seen myself for days. If you happen to find me, please return me to myself immediately. I should be consididered unarmed, but still potentially dangerous. Please approach with caution.


*SNOOORE*

PS I'm losing the ability to speak in English.
PPS My witty crappy punning is suffering thusly. Sorry my darling bovine spongiform encephalopathy...
PPSS I also can't use a fork, though my mad hashi skills aren't exactly boast-worthy.


I'm going to nap in the robby that cracks me up every time but not as much as Markus eating weggies for dinner until the tea hour thingy.
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Jin
Nov. 2nd, 2006 @ 12:26 am (no subject)
I'm fussy. --and hungry. I'm always hungry here.

And I like a boy. (wtf?) a boy that actually looks like a boy, unlike the korean and squishy face. and not just someone i'd settle for unlike... well... people I've dated in the past.

Andy thinks he's gay. That would explain a lot. *sigh*
My gaydar is giving me a headache here, so I had to turn it off. Seriously, it spazes constantly... like what the hell kind of straight boy wears a silk scarf? Like every Japanese boy in Nagoya. But no lesbians. Except for maybe the Ukranian girls.

I want to cuddle.

And I miss my cat.



Ise was beautiful, though. I want to live in a tree there. If I do, will someone bring me doritos? And my cat?
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Jin
Oct. 12th, 2006 @ 02:32 pm (no subject)
You scrape the silence with your satin tongue
Tearing my sanctity—sanity
From this fruitless
grasp.

I can taste you in my sleep
Ghosting fingers on my wrists

Painting
thoughts

Upon the undulations of my flesh

Against my skin,
Your voice is a murmur.
Lulling me softly—into

you.

My sins fall crystal from my eyes
Frozen prisms of fear.

RUN!

Run away!
from your
kiss
but I
miss

you.
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Jin
Oct. 2nd, 2006 @ 09:31 am blue
I'm a little blue.

*sigh* I feel as though nobody loves me. Dunno, I woke up feeling nice, but I suppose these things happen.
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Jin
Aug. 24th, 2006 @ 12:45 am A Very Long Year--Chapter 2
Title: A Very Long Year
Pairing: NSN
Rating: R, though I'm still not entirely sure yet. I'm up for suggestions on the eventual rating
Summary: It all started with a promise: "Someday, I will surpass you all." A promise one Uchiha Sasuke could never forget. Sasuke thought his senior year of highschool would breeze by, just like the rest, but for once in his life, the boy thought wrong.

Genre: Angst,Romance,Semi-serious parody, if that makes sense. I'll try to poke at most of the cliches of high school AU's in one way or another. if there's any cliche you'd like to see, I can try to work it in

Chapter One
Chapter Two )
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Jin
Jul. 26th, 2006 @ 12:03 am A new story???
Yeah, a new story. =)

Why?
Because I'm in a bad mood, and I'm tired of reading and writing angsty, dark, depressing stories, that put me in an even worse mood.

So... *gasp* beware! A nsn high school story. *Screams in agony*
Right, so... no drug addicts, no cutters, no serious mental illness, no rare forms of fatal pinky cancer, no rape, no big, bad, evil murderers, or Russian spys, just normal high school kids doing normal high school things. I know I've been out of high school for a long time, but I don't think things have changed that much in those, what, three years now.
Not that there aren't a lot of very good stories that have dealt with those things, in fact, I can name several off of the top of my head. *smile* I'm not a hater, I swear! Our fandom just needs a pick me up. =)

Seriously though, I know kids face a lot of issues. most of which seemed a hell of a lot more serious at the time So don't tell me "you just don't understand how I feel... I'm layered!" We've all got our problems, but does Sasuke always have to be a cutter. Geez! *huffs* =)

Is it any good? Meh. Could be better, I'm sure. It's light and fluffy. What do you expect? This story is just for fun,
so I'm not agonizing over every detail. I do hope you enjoy, though.

So here it is! A light and fluffy, (eventually) angst filled story, about the misadventures of normal, good kids, who generally make good, albeit occasionally nutty, decisions.


Title: A Very Long Year
Pairing: NSN
Rating: R, though I'm not entirely sure yet.
Summary: Number one student and star athlete Uchiha Sasuke thought that his senior year of high school would breeze by, just like the rest. For once in his life, Uchiha Sasuke thought wrong.


Chapter 1 )
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Jin
Jul. 17th, 2006 @ 03:35 pm brichibi's interview =)
1. Leave me a comment saying, "Interview me."
2. I will respond by asking you five questions. I get to pick the questions.
3. You will update your LJ with the answers to the questions.
4. You will include this explanation and an offer to interview someone else in the same post.
5. When others comment asking to be interviewed, you will ask them five questions.

Here are my answers from brichibi: )
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Jin
Jul. 15th, 2006 @ 07:28 pm (no subject)
Chicago has been great fun thus far. =)
We went shopping all day yesterday, then did put put golf at navy peir, and sucked pretty badly... My sister's fiancee hit his ball into lake michigan. We also did the ferris wheel, and the swings, but we didn't notice the fun house until it was too late. Then we went to see Superman at the Imax in 3d. It was pretty neat. I was so tired when we got home that I fell asleep with my shoes and glasses on.

Today we did boy's town. It was very... comfortable. I mean, I've hung out in queer spaces, but I've never had the opportunity to spend a day in a whole neighborhood of people like me... It was just relaxing, I suppose. It seems odd that I should describe it like that, especially since the community was overwhelmingly male (duh) but there were hro reps hanging around on every corner, and all the stuff with the 2006 gay games. It was oddly moving. I was sad though, because I didn't find any trans symbol thingies. I also wanted a sticker that says 'I heart cunt' but they didn't have one... they had one that said 'I heart cock.' It isn't fair.

I want strawberries.
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Jin
Jul. 14th, 2006 @ 12:33 am (no subject)
*is in Chicago* =)
*going to boys town tomorrow* and china town
*needs a new binder* --think I can find that in boys town? I mean it caters to men, but I'm trying to pass as a man, and I sure as hell can't do it with this dinky three layered binder. freaking kai only needs two layers! But if nothing else, I'll be able to find some heels that fit. =) I often wear a size 10... in mens. Sometimes a 9, though.

I have this really neat picture of myself in half drag, that I absolutely adore. You know, break down those dichotomies. I'm wearing my crappy binder, but my shirt is kind of hanging off my shoulder, so you can see the massive cleavage that would otherwise be hidden by my shirt, but my hair is all styled like I do for the shows. The picture is sort of caddywompus, because I took it of myself, while being completely inebriated. 'Tis my myspace picture. =) But yeah, I like it.

I digress. =) YAY I'M IN CHICAGO WITH MY SEEEESTER!!!! and cousin.

I learned today that alcohol is an excellent reliever of uterine cramps. Like you all wanted to know that, but I had a long island iced tea, and now I feel no pain, Actually, my mum said, that even in the late 70's, when she was in med school, they gave an ethenol drip to women who were going into premature labor to relax their contractions... so it's not just me.

MY SEESTER!!!!

*glomps her*
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Jin
Jul. 11th, 2006 @ 03:11 pm I'm a dreamer...
So I found this book in my mom's library, that was so obviously bought because of me. It read "Is your child stubborn, creative, compassionate, and sensitive?" Or something. So I picked it up and flipped through it. (It was written in 1996, which was about the time I began having problems at school with my friends and stuff.) It was amazing how much they nailed me on the head. =)

You might say I'm a dreamer, but I'm not the only one. )
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MindForest
Jul. 6th, 2006 @ 11:49 am Napoleon's Tears
Erhm... a pome... (I did just eat a cherry which is a pome)

Perhaps a poem, then. =)

Napoleon's Tears )
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Jin
Jul. 5th, 2006 @ 11:20 am (no subject)
Current Mood: calm
AHH!
I hope everybody had a lovely fourth. =) even for those of you not celebrating a holiday I did. I was afraid the fireworks were going to get rained out, but we had about an hour window, right around dark, when the thunderstorms broke. They were pretty. =) ooo! ahh! We were almost late, so I didn't get a funnel cake. But that's ok, I guess I'll have to wait until the fair. It's only like three weeks, anyway.

The parade was nice, too, though I swear it gets longer and longer every year. (Ug!) It's been a long time since I've been home to watch the parade, and not been in it. Our town is so very cute this time of year. Everyone hangs little flags from their windows and trees. Everyone's downtown, enjoying the river, and the river rec festival. I saw someone get pantsed on their jet skis yesterday. =) The little rides are nice, though the carnies are creepy. Celebrations are nice, even if I'm not so happy with the state of this country right now. someone give Bush a blowjob so we can impeach him! Actually that would be worse... Cheney would be president. *cries*

We went camping a couple of nights ago. after going 4 wheeler riding through the hills! I came home, and my kitty ran up to me. He got to my feet and stopped like he'd hit a brick wall. He very carefully made two deliberate sniffs at my feet, scrunched up his nose, and gave me a look like, 'what the hell have you been doing?' It's pretty bad when your cat tells you that you need a shower. =)

Speaking of showers, ciao!
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Jin
Jul. 3rd, 2006 @ 01:30 am AHHHHHHHHHHH!
Oh my god.
So I was just getting to sleep... but I was cold, so I pulled a blanket over top of me, and something landed on my shoulder and I opened my eyes and it was A DEAD MOUSE!!! I screamed like a little girl and tried to get it off of me, and it was touching my neck and all gross and stuff, and I couldn't get it away... so now I'm shaking and there's no way in hell I'll be able to get any sleep tonight. =(

Plus I have to wash all my sheets and blankets now... and see if I can get a trade in on my cat. Just kidding, I still love my kitty, but these little gifts have got to stop.

*sigh*
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Jin
Jun. 28th, 2006 @ 12:20 am Miss Mallory May
Just a cutsy short little poem --break from my emoness.

Miss Mallory May )
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MindForest
Jun. 26th, 2006 @ 12:01 pm Things
I'm going to go visit my seester in a couple of weeks! (YAY!!!) I'll definately be spending my tuesday at the Art Institute. Last time I didn't even get past the earlier modernish stuff... I did see the blue guitarist, though. I took a picture of it with my cell phone, and made it my background. =)

It's like a 7 1/2 hour drive to her place. I figure I'll stop in cinci on the way, visit a heather, a smel, and a maggie, (oh and definately eat some cincinnati chile!) maybe go to a bar or two, then hit the road early in the morning. 4 1/2 hours is a little easier to stomach in one day by yourself. It's a little out of the way, but I miss my heather. I miss my Julie, too, but she's in LA for a co-op

I'd also like to stop in Bloomington, while I'm up there. It's only like two hours away, and I wanna see my cuzzy wuzzy. She works full time, but maybe I can be there for the weekend, or something.

I miss my seester. both of them
I got an email from the other one. It said:
"I'm in Thailand. They eat bugs here. I saw a monkey eating another monkey. I'm dating a boy named Mark."
AND THAT WAS ALL!! She must be really busy. or hate me


*sigh* I have to get ready for vacation bible school. I'm the art director. =)
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portrait
Jun. 22nd, 2006 @ 09:58 am (no subject)
I GOT MY SCHOLARSHIP!!!
I GET TO GO TO JAPAN FOR FREE!!!!! erhm... mostly... =)
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Jin
Jun. 21st, 2006 @ 07:45 pm Happy solstice!
HAPPY SUMMER SOLSTICE EVERYONE!!!

*hugs a tree*

My dog must have a wild hair up her nose. She's a 12 yr old blue tick/hound pubbby wubby, and fat fat fat. Anyway, she aren't no spring chicken, that's for sure. So, I was out doing laundry, and she was dashing this way and that, and jumping into bushes, and sliding under the cars... she did a nose dive into the day lily flowerbed. She was running so fast that she had to bank her turns. This amazing burst of energy lasted about four minutes. It was adorable. Then she gulped down some water and promptly went to bed. =) Humm, and the deer ate one of my tomato plants and two of my pepper plants. =( Stupid fuckers. I put cages around most of them. Well, imma go lie in the hammock and try to finish off this chapter thing I've been working on.
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Jin
Jun. 8th, 2006 @ 10:52 am HU~ZAH!
ONLY 18 16 14 12 10 8 PAGES LEFT UNTIL SUMMER!!!! (and a bibliogrpahy)

it's so close I can taste it.



edit: and I'm so lame that I got a rank of supreme archivist in bookworm. score of 349500 (or however many numbers there are supposed to be) Beat that! =)
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Jin
Jun. 7th, 2006 @ 05:08 pm Sad, sad relationships
Current Mood: gloomy
*angst angst* I feel emo.
Badbad sucky, but maybe I'll make it better.


When I'm not enough )
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MindForest
Jun. 6th, 2006 @ 04:44 pm (no subject)
I went to gymnastics today. I've never done that before. It was fun, I did front handsprings onto a fluffy mat, and I did back walkovers (and a cartweel.) It was really scary. My body feels weak. I canna move. =) Course I haven't excercized on a regular basis since high school, so you know, I'm lazy, and out of shape. (but I'm still really bendy) I'll definately go back on Thursday. Imma go take a long, hot bath now. Aaaaah. =)

only 20-25ish more pages to write, until I'm done with the quarter!!! ha~zah!!! Oh, and a final.
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Jin